I Am No Longer A Victim

I thought that being sexually abused by my Grandfather was the worse thing that could happen to me.  I was so wrong.  I have been a walking mess most of my life.  My family denies that it ever happened.  They wanted me on medicine and out of their lives.

As a result, I had an eating disorder most of my life.  I have cut myself, I have abused alcohol and over the counter medicine.  I was waiting to die.  That didn't happen.  I would sleep in the bathtub with my bottle of vodka and over the counter medicine till I passed out.  I was always disappointed when I didn't wake up.

It wasn't till I gave my life to the Lord, that my life started to change.  GOD had plans for me.

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You are not alone.  You no longer have to be a victim.  Learn to take back your life, no matter what your age is.

I didn't learn till I was in my 50's that my entire family knew what my Grandfather was up to.  That turned my world upside down.  GOD  was with me and GOD showed me how to forgive.

I know how you feel.  I have been there.  Nothing worked for me.  There was not enough Vodka to dull the pain.  No one cared if I had cuts and scars on my arms.  I thought I was totally alone.  I wasn't.  GOD was with me waiting for me to reach out to him.

In this Blog I am going to be blunt and honest on my life and how I am dealing with the fact that my grandfather abused me and my family didn't care.

If this happened to you, if you were sexually abused I am asking you to follow my blog so we can help each other.  I know your pain.  I felt your pain.  You are not alone.

The picture on top of the blog is me, when I was sexually abused.

Leave a comment and let me know about you and what you are going through.  Let's heal together